've no motivation. officially.

actually it has been like this since the start of this sem, but i thought it had gotten a lot better before/after recess week when i really hardcore-mugged and practiced for my exams. but apparently, im losing it again.
i thought that OOAD & DM had reignited the passion within me. but apparently not, i'm just studying for the sake of studying, so that i won't feel guilty for not doing any work. which i really had a taste of yesterday, abit on saturday & today.

the worst thing?

this 3 weeks should be the time where i devote all my time into studying with 3 major projects due these 2 weeks & all the cca stuff.

seriously, i don't know what had gotten into me.

all i want to do is give everything up & then wait in my room for summer to come.

i don't know. motivation, will you come back to me if i really let myself take a oneday break during week 14 without thinking about school work?