Hello.
Was supposed to sleep since an hour ago so that I can wake up to study for DM, but somehow I got carried away with talking to people.
It feels like my life is in a mess now, with tons of things to do, deadlines that I've officially missed, and exams that I've yet to study for.
I really need to wake up early tomorrow to finish and touch up my storyboard for the video so that I can officially hand it up.
Had been talking to some NY people that I've never thought of talking to ever again 'cause of clubbing & it is somehow ironic how we all caught up in clubs? Guess that's just the way we are.
Am somewhat confused nowadays. Feeling like giving up already. Totally lost the determination that I had last sem. Probably this sem didn't start off in the right way? Its like I'm already thinking of quitting since week 1 & thanks to my senior that had a long talk with me, I changed my mindset.
But still, that negativity had somehow stayed with me, I guess. Especially when my GPA this sem doesn't look good at all.
I'm feeling super lost now. I've awesome friends & a pretty supportive boyfriend, but its like I'm still all alone. There's no one that I can talk to for all my troubles, not even my mum, since some of them are just things that you can't share with anyone at all. Like a dirty little secret that you just want to keep to yourself forever.

So maybe, I should start doing up a studying and meeting timetable so that I can manage my time better and finish all my assignments on time. Hopefully, everything will turn out fine in the end.

There is never jealousy where there is not strong regard.
Washington Irving