You make it easier when life gets hard.
-Lucky(Jason Mraz& Colbie Caillat)

But what happens when you are not here everytime. Then what do I do at that time? Do I then pray ferverently for your appearance or just learn to rely on myself?

It will be nice if I can take my heart out and analyze what it needs instead of guess everytime.

Its difficult to try to study, try not to be emo and try to be strong at the same time, really. If only everything is easier.