Maybe its time to give up already. Maybe one try to initiate something isn't good enough, but still, I'm really tired of feeling this way.

I'm tired of having to pretend that I don't care about you. I'm tired of pretending to be okay. I hate the me that always get affected by little things that you do & say. I'm tired of looking forward to talking to you every night.

I don't care if I'm not putting in enough effort. I don't care even if I'm giving up too early. 10 days might be too short for someone so stubborn like me. But still, I'm tired of everything already. Things get much harder when you know each other but don't know how to be closer, don't know if your feelings are genuine enough.

So boy, I'm saying goodbye already.