I've finally finished packing for camp. And I've deleted the previous post I made. I felt childish after I thought about it when I woke up from my nap. I still felt abit indignant about the whole situation, but in a fight, it is impossible to push the blame to either side, so I do think I've to stop getting riled up so easily and admit that I do play a part in it even though I'm not the one who started it.

And I've learnt that in order to have a happy mentality, you need to think of things from other people's perspective and think about the circumstances instead of letting your emotions take over your mind the minute you get agitated. Only when you start thinking in the other people's shoes will you be able to understand why everything happens and then you will not be so upset about it and then you will have a happy life. Ahhh, I feel so much better now for thinking this way. But yeah, I still want people to try to understand why I'm acting in this way and think if yall will react the same way when it happen to you instead of just concluding everything by saying I've a bad attitude. Ahh, I'm at peace with stuff now and I hope it'll continue (: So thankful that I like such a sensible person who will teach me things like this~ (:

Anw, if anyone had watched the Saipan special of Dream Team, you all will know that they are 3 things that Ricky Kim hates the most. And I have them too esp regarding camp ): I'm so camp-phobic.

The 3 things I hate about camp:
1. The shower that might not be clean.
2. The toilet that might be weird.
3. The fact that I don't get to bathe in the morning and have to do sticky stuff.

And well, I have 1 extra one for this camp unlike the others. The fact that they want me to go into the water with my shoes and preferably like me to chuck it away later. Like why? Ahhhh~~~

Yeahh, I'm going to watch the BTS of Give it to me now and I'll rant about it later again. And why is my Hands Up album not coming yet and the supplier is not replying to my email /: I'm so gonna go to the office and demand and explanation if it is still not here after I come back from camp! It has been 2 weeks already ):

So, I'll go watch it now. Also, I'll treat the FTB as a MT experience. Hahahs, I has a feeling that it will be similar since I've heard that both are pretty harsh. Just that I think during MT people stay in nice resorts instead of camp? Okay, I'm not sure about this since I only saw it on TV. But still, its a MT like thing for me(I get abit more comfort for thinking in this way since so many of my boys find MT fun(?)) Hahahs, okay, call me a MT-girl after I come back (: