I want to re-live my high school life. Some people might want to re-live theirs as it was boring. But for me, it is in fact way too interesting with all the drama I got. However thinking back, that isn't what I wanted. Where did my study hard plan go?
Perhaps, I had been watching too much variety shows. Or maybe, I had been reading too much novels. But all of a sudden, I want to wear my uniform once again. I want to date again, and this time I want to have a cuter personality instead of being independent. Today while I'm at Tofu outing, my friends were saying that no matter how independent you are, in front of your boyfriend, you will become someone who is dependent over little things and letting them decide the minor details in your life for you.
I think I'm independent. So independent till I can seem a bit like a loner. But somehow, I don't know how to fully unleash the super excitable and bubbly side of myself show when I'm with a large group of friends. Its like I'm always trying to uphold a certain image. I'm sure some people and the closer friends view me as the hyper-active girl. On the other hand, there are times when I get shocked by how awkward and quiet I am even when I'm with a bunch of people I've known for so long.
My secondary school friends never ever believe me when I told them I've been labelled as a cold and introverted person since I'm such a loud and full of energy girl that can't be still for a moment when we're classmates. But, I think I'm getting warmer already even to the new friends. Even though, people will still say that they find me too quiet when they first see me, but then, hey, I've been told that I'm warm at heart though I might not show it blatantly.
I'm sure that maybe 3 months down the road, I'll look back at this post and wonder why did I try to analyze myself and stuff. I might be embarrassed by what I wrote since according to the first season of Sesame Player, this is somewhat a narcissist post. Nonetheless, the sentence formed themselves in my mind and I can't help but to type them. So, back to the original topic of wanting to go back to high school.
Sunday, 31 July 2011
Wednesday, 27 July 2011
Cinderella Sister
As I was watching Infinity Girls, I realized one of the most ironice thing about the drama Cinderella Sister. Kihoon and Eunjo are supposed to be the main couple of the show right? But why does the scene where Jeongwoo carry Eunjo and runs for her gets parodied the most? Hahas, but I love that scene, and that boy who speaks good Saturi (:
So, I've really got to find someday and finish the show.
So, I've really got to find someday and finish the show.
Seo Eun Jo is Han Jeong Woo's forever lover.
Tuesday, 26 July 2011
Infinite
There always seem to be a common point in the lyrics of Infinite's comeback track. The lyrics are always full of strong emotions.
Like in Come Back Again, it has the strong feeling of wanting to get their girlfriend back and not giving up the relationship easily. In Before the Dawn, there's a strong sense of obsession over the girl, even though the lyrics ironically state that he isn't obsessed. But by how much he wants that girl and how he wants to try to capture her, I think its some serious form of obsession. Then in Be Mine, the trend continues. There's an image of a strong man who will protect the girl he loves no matter what.
But at the same time that they are similar with their strong and perservering image, I liked the Be Mine image the most. I find it real sweet that someone is telling you in to be theirs in an attempt to protect you. But then, its only sweet in dramas or songs, in reality, I've a feeling that it'll end up tragically if you don't harbor the same feelings for him even after a long time. However, I found the lyrics for Before the Dawn sexiest. I couldn't resist lyrics that convey such strong emotions. Just like how I loved the last line of Mir's rap for Y. Yeahh, but this kind of strong obsession is only sexy in lyrics, hahhas. So my point is, Infinite's lyrics are real cool!
Anw, this is one of the Infinite songs I love the most. It is kind of similar to how 2PM's Only You is to me. When I first heard the song, I thought it will be a sweet song but then the lyrics are so bitter-sweet. I find it super touching that its a song about telling the girl he love to leave him because he knows she isn't happy with him. How cool is that? I think I know of people who are able to do that too. But the way this song is, makes it seem so cool. Its like they're letting her go without letting her feel guilty by sending he away first instead of waiting for her to initiate the break up. Cool man! I always liked this kind of cool people when I'm reading novels. Yeahhhh........
I don't really know whats the main point of this post again. It always ends up this way when I spazz over some bands.
Btw, I got my SMU matriculation card. Which means I can get in the school without having to go in by the visitor's entrance. And the coolest thing is I can go into all the schools with my card. I did worry about only being able to go into the SIS building. And they gave a thermometer as a gift for Idk what.
Am going back to school again tmr ): I really hate going back to school so much even before term starts. Where's the summer break ehhh? Even though I had a super long hol, but then that doesn't mean I like travelling so much even before school starts. ): Yeah yeah, that's all I guess
Like in Come Back Again, it has the strong feeling of wanting to get their girlfriend back and not giving up the relationship easily. In Before the Dawn, there's a strong sense of obsession over the girl, even though the lyrics ironically state that he isn't obsessed. But by how much he wants that girl and how he wants to try to capture her, I think its some serious form of obsession. Then in Be Mine, the trend continues. There's an image of a strong man who will protect the girl he loves no matter what.
But at the same time that they are similar with their strong and perservering image, I liked the Be Mine image the most. I find it real sweet that someone is telling you in to be theirs in an attempt to protect you. But then, its only sweet in dramas or songs, in reality, I've a feeling that it'll end up tragically if you don't harbor the same feelings for him even after a long time. However, I found the lyrics for Before the Dawn sexiest. I couldn't resist lyrics that convey such strong emotions. Just like how I loved the last line of Mir's rap for Y. Yeahh, but this kind of strong obsession is only sexy in lyrics, hahhas. So my point is, Infinite's lyrics are real cool!
Anw, this is one of the Infinite songs I love the most. It is kind of similar to how 2PM's Only You is to me. When I first heard the song, I thought it will be a sweet song but then the lyrics are so bitter-sweet. I find it super touching that its a song about telling the girl he love to leave him because he knows she isn't happy with him. How cool is that? I think I know of people who are able to do that too. But the way this song is, makes it seem so cool. Its like they're letting her go without letting her feel guilty by sending he away first instead of waiting for her to initiate the break up. Cool man! I always liked this kind of cool people when I'm reading novels. Yeahhhh........
I don't really know whats the main point of this post again. It always ends up this way when I spazz over some bands.
Btw, I got my SMU matriculation card. Which means I can get in the school without having to go in by the visitor's entrance. And the coolest thing is I can go into all the schools with my card. I did worry about only being able to go into the SIS building. And they gave a thermometer as a gift for Idk what.
Am going back to school again tmr ): I really hate going back to school so much even before term starts. Where's the summer break ehhh? Even though I had a super long hol, but then that doesn't mean I like travelling so much even before school starts. ): Yeah yeah, that's all I guess
Spazz
I seem to be losing my mind a lot nowadays. I mentioned it around 5 times for the whole day when I was chatting with umma over twitter? Hahhas, my judgement somehow got impaired at times or at other times, my mind and hands are not in sync.
Anyway, I think I'm besotted with Infinite nowadays. I'm in such a big trouble. I seriously thought that I will not like anymore groups after 2PM, but now all of a sudden I start watching Infinite on variety show and its not turning out well at all. What has happen to my motto of listening to the songs they produce and enjoying it without being a fan/Inspirit? Ahh, my plan is going to fail real soon, or has somehow failed already. AIGU... Seriously I was like, Okay Infinite and the old bands that are making their comebacks are going to be my entertainment source when SUPM+Mblaq goes to the army, but I didn't want to get obsessed. I only wanted to listen well to their songs(mostly their title tracks and those that are promoted). But I've been staying up late to finish their variety shows and to read about them. Ahhhh..... Anw, I don't rmb what I want to say anymore since I got distracted by 2PM stuff.
So, in conclusion, I've been getting massive and severe eye bags and dark eye circles nowadays since I'm watching videos at a crazy speed. I can understand when I get it because of Mblaq, since Seungho is probably the head of the dark eye circles with his hyper serious ones. But seriously, I need to sleep earlier and stop getting obsessed with Infinite.
And school is starting soon, like in around 2 weeks time? And I'm running out of cash since I've been going to school alot. And by going to school means I have to spend money on travelling and eating out with school mates or whatsoever. Yeahhh, need to save up soon.
Anw, my motive of this post was to spazz about Infinite and then post the photos umma requested for me. But then Im too tired now, so this is it!
Anyway, I think I'm besotted with Infinite nowadays. I'm in such a big trouble. I seriously thought that I will not like anymore groups after 2PM, but now all of a sudden I start watching Infinite on variety show and its not turning out well at all. What has happen to my motto of listening to the songs they produce and enjoying it without being a fan/Inspirit? Ahh, my plan is going to fail real soon, or has somehow failed already. AIGU... Seriously I was like, Okay Infinite and the old bands that are making their comebacks are going to be my entertainment source when SUPM+Mblaq goes to the army, but I didn't want to get obsessed. I only wanted to listen well to their songs(mostly their title tracks and those that are promoted). But I've been staying up late to finish their variety shows and to read about them. Ahhhh..... Anw, I don't rmb what I want to say anymore since I got distracted by 2PM stuff.
So, in conclusion, I've been getting massive and severe eye bags and dark eye circles nowadays since I'm watching videos at a crazy speed. I can understand when I get it because of Mblaq, since Seungho is probably the head of the dark eye circles with his hyper serious ones. But seriously, I need to sleep earlier and stop getting obsessed with Infinite.
And school is starting soon, like in around 2 weeks time? And I'm running out of cash since I've been going to school alot. And by going to school means I have to spend money on travelling and eating out with school mates or whatsoever. Yeahhh, need to save up soon.
Anw, my motive of this post was to spazz about Infinite and then post the photos umma requested for me. But then Im too tired now, so this is it!
Tuesday, 19 July 2011
When Wooguay meets Harry Potter!
Its like 2AM and I'm still awake. Not the wide awake kind, but the tired and yet still not sleeping kind.
Anyway, went for International Student Orientation Briefing yesterday morning and met up with my camp group the WooGuay's at night! I think I had become boisterous as compared to the camp. I laughed a lot(and loudly when I'm asked to do my pout since its so funny) and talked a lot more too! Being absolutely hyper and it was fun! Yeah, and we ran to rush for our HP movie and still managed to be late for it and took photos along the street randomly.
The Harry Potter movie Part 2 was awesome seriously. It was better than Part 1. I'm so glad that the Snape scene was done superbly unlike the Dobby scene that totally disappointed me in the first part. I had to say that for someone who's familiar with the books, there's quite a lot of differences between the sequence of what happened. But I suppose its expected since they can possibly portray every single detail as it would have taken too long to finish the movie. But overall, I'm pleased with it. The flow was kinda weird at times, but then, at the end everything makes sense.
And putting my Draco bias aside, I really loved the scene where Narcissa held Draco hand and led him away from the war scene. I found it as strong a display of motherly love as when Molly battled Bellatrix for Ginny. I kind of would have like to see them huddled up and looking lost in the Great Hall just like how the book depicted it, but this works too in a another way. However, there was something that disturbed me a bit. I couldn't understand how the students moved so freely during war time, and how first years were around. For this, I like the book more where they give everyone a chance to run if they want to. Instead the movie just locked the Slytherins in the dungeons. I kinda got offended by this move. What about the younger ones that doesn't share the same prejudice?
Okay, my favorite had to be the Snape scene. If I wasn't with the Wooguay's I think I'll start crying. It was really touching and when you're watching it, you'll add in parts that you remembered from the biij and it really hits you deep. Yeah, even though I was trying real hard to hold it in, but I started tearing when Harry met the ghosts of his parental figure. And Kah Yen realized. Ahh, embarassing /: On the other hand, there's others in the theatre tearing too, so I guess its okay! (: And when you watch the movie, I can somehow start to relate why are there Dumbledore haters out there. There's way too much responsibility he puts on others(despite him sacrificing lots himself too) and the things he expects others to do is somewhat selfish even if its for the greater good. However, Harry still respects him and so do I(though I have the little why did he do this moments).
Lastly, I liked the Gringotts and Fiendyfire scene too. Btw, I was confused as to why Harry addressed Draco as Draco when he had been calling him Malfoy all along, but I guess its to distinguish between the older and the younger one.
My conclusion is, this outing was fun! There are some people that I want to talk more to, but I'll try to solve that problem next time.. I just got lost in my own excitement D: We took tons of photos and Rosanne they all even imitated my pout, but for my image, I'm not gonna post them here! (:
Okay, so that's all. Goodnight!
Anyway, went for International Student Orientation Briefing yesterday morning and met up with my camp group the WooGuay's at night! I think I had become boisterous as compared to the camp. I laughed a lot(and loudly when I'm asked to do my pout since its so funny) and talked a lot more too! Being absolutely hyper and it was fun! Yeah, and we ran to rush for our HP movie and still managed to be late for it and took photos along the street randomly.
The Harry Potter movie Part 2 was awesome seriously. It was better than Part 1. I'm so glad that the Snape scene was done superbly unlike the Dobby scene that totally disappointed me in the first part. I had to say that for someone who's familiar with the books, there's quite a lot of differences between the sequence of what happened. But I suppose its expected since they can possibly portray every single detail as it would have taken too long to finish the movie. But overall, I'm pleased with it. The flow was kinda weird at times, but then, at the end everything makes sense.
And putting my Draco bias aside, I really loved the scene where Narcissa held Draco hand and led him away from the war scene. I found it as strong a display of motherly love as when Molly battled Bellatrix for Ginny. I kind of would have like to see them huddled up and looking lost in the Great Hall just like how the book depicted it, but this works too in a another way. However, there was something that disturbed me a bit. I couldn't understand how the students moved so freely during war time, and how first years were around. For this, I like the book more where they give everyone a chance to run if they want to. Instead the movie just locked the Slytherins in the dungeons. I kinda got offended by this move. What about the younger ones that doesn't share the same prejudice?
Okay, my favorite had to be the Snape scene. If I wasn't with the Wooguay's I think I'll start crying. It was really touching and when you're watching it, you'll add in parts that you remembered from the biij and it really hits you deep. Yeah, even though I was trying real hard to hold it in, but I started tearing when Harry met the ghosts of his parental figure. And Kah Yen realized. Ahh, embarassing /: On the other hand, there's others in the theatre tearing too, so I guess its okay! (: And when you watch the movie, I can somehow start to relate why are there Dumbledore haters out there. There's way too much responsibility he puts on others(despite him sacrificing lots himself too) and the things he expects others to do is somewhat selfish even if its for the greater good. However, Harry still respects him and so do I(though I have the little why did he do this moments).
Lastly, I liked the Gringotts and Fiendyfire scene too. Btw, I was confused as to why Harry addressed Draco as Draco when he had been calling him Malfoy all along, but I guess its to distinguish between the older and the younger one.
My conclusion is, this outing was fun! There are some people that I want to talk more to, but I'll try to solve that problem next time.. I just got lost in my own excitement D: We took tons of photos and Rosanne they all even imitated my pout, but for my image, I'm not gonna post them here! (:
Okay, so that's all. Goodnight!
Friday, 15 July 2011
FTB camp.
I somehow love blogging when its way past my sleeping time, so I shall rant about my FTB camp. It was good, not in the awesomely perfect kind of good, but in the, I really love this experience kind of good. And, it helped me get over my camp-phobia. I'm still not the biggest fan of camps, but I surely won't cringe and whine as badly as I had when I realized FTB was compulsory.
The few days there was really fun and relaxed and yet demanding. Unlike other camps where your facis control lots of what you're doing most of the time, we've got lots of freedom in this camp. Like what time we have to go to sleep, what time we're waking up at as long as you're in time for breakfast and even you could sleep outside your tent if you want to. Yeah, so for both morning, me and my tentmates woke up super early to shower before trudging down to the tentage. I seriously couldn't fanthom how did we wake up before 530 on the first day and showered in the cold water when we slept close to 3, but I guess the heat was a major factor.
And throughout the camp, something Mitch Albom wrote kept on passing through my mind.
Well, I wouldn't say we are so close that I can call them family, but there's certainly trust among all of us(i think) with all the games we had to do on the first day. Yep, so the moral of the story is have faith in strangers! I think my camp mate LOL-ed when he heard me say that. And I seriously hope that we wouldn't become Hi-Bye friends like some of the seniors.
One thing I love most about this camp is the amount of showers I get. Aren't I relieved when I realized my tent-mates love showering in the morning and will wake me up dutifully everyday to ensure all of us get to shower. Hahahs, even though I ignored her for abit on the 2nd day when she tried to wake me up since I'm so tired, but honestly I'm so thankful to her. And I told her I'll tell her about the things I didn't manage to write in the book but I haven't up till now/: (Btw, I think I shocked someone when I told her that I'll tell her about what I didn't manage to write down) i shall, when we meet up next time! Anyway, the flooding in the toilet is kinda irritating since you've got to wash your legs again in the open showers but its better than nothing! (:
This is one of the photo I loved most that we took! (: Hahahs, it started with 2 of the guys pretending to ride a broom, then we girls joined in and in the end, it turned out to the a group picture :D
And yeahh, I really like the Rafting experience even though me and Rosanne hit my head so many times when I was passing the paddle to her. Seriously, it was damn heavy and having to hold to your group flag and passing stuff at the same time ain't that easy. Speaking of hitting heads, I still feel apologetic to Matthew for hitting his head with our group flag so many times just because I'm trying to use it to avoid the sun. Yeah, I've been told by some of my groupmates that I only want it for the weirdest reason. Example: shielding myself from the wind, avoid the sun.
This is our group flag. Yeah, we are the Wooguay! Idk why but our group has an affinity with animals. We wanted to call ourselves peacock at first, hahas. Btw, we have a real cute team cheer in the end. It involves breaking out into the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles theme song(we did consider doing a remake of Powerpuff Girls) and adding the five elements(Earth, Wind, Water, Fire & Heart) from Professor Idk what. Apparently its a super old cartoon that all the guys watched before.
In conclusion, I had great camp mates and facis. The guys were always brushing away the worms/insects with a thing or another when I start freaking out(meaning squating and moving away) & our super nice faci Vanessa will always ask me to sit next to her even though I didn't accept the offer for quite a few times on the last day. Idek why.Just wanted to stay where I was. But in the end, Huige and Rosanne moved over with me and it all turned out fine! (: Kekekeke.
Anyway, if there's anyone going for FTB reading this, make sure you go for it. Its a real good experience even though it had been dubbed as the most gruelling camp of SMU. I guess it made sense since we had to run 2KM on the last day(I really don't appreciate it), but then the run somehow made the bond even stronger since you have to hold hands and run. I'm real thankful to the people who held my hand and pulled me along when I was getting tired and putting way too much weight on their hands. And how they think of innovative ways to link all of us together since the girls hands will somehow slip apart.
Lastly, I'm going for a dragon boating charity event with them. And I think I lost my mind when I signed up that day. I mean partying at Zouk is fine, but dragon boating? I don't fancy getting myself wet at all, but oh well, it'll be a good experiece if I didn't faint from rowing 3.5KM. Ahh, the crazy things you do after you have way too much fun and bonded way too much with your group mates.
P.s. I suddenly remember tunneling. All I can say is that I don't have a good temper when safety locks refuse to open when I think I've the correct answer.
The few days there was really fun and relaxed and yet demanding. Unlike other camps where your facis control lots of what you're doing most of the time, we've got lots of freedom in this camp. Like what time we have to go to sleep, what time we're waking up at as long as you're in time for breakfast and even you could sleep outside your tent if you want to. Yeah, so for both morning, me and my tentmates woke up super early to shower before trudging down to the tentage. I seriously couldn't fanthom how did we wake up before 530 on the first day and showered in the cold water when we slept close to 3, but I guess the heat was a major factor.
And throughout the camp, something Mitch Albom wrote kept on passing through my mind.
Strangers are family you have yet to come to know.
Well, I wouldn't say we are so close that I can call them family, but there's certainly trust among all of us(i think) with all the games we had to do on the first day. Yep, so the moral of the story is have faith in strangers! I think my camp mate LOL-ed when he heard me say that. And I seriously hope that we wouldn't become Hi-Bye friends like some of the seniors.
One thing I love most about this camp is the amount of showers I get. Aren't I relieved when I realized my tent-mates love showering in the morning and will wake me up dutifully everyday to ensure all of us get to shower. Hahahs, even though I ignored her for abit on the 2nd day when she tried to wake me up since I'm so tired, but honestly I'm so thankful to her. And I told her I'll tell her about the things I didn't manage to write in the book but I haven't up till now/: (Btw, I think I shocked someone when I told her that I'll tell her about what I didn't manage to write down) i shall, when we meet up next time! Anyway, the flooding in the toilet is kinda irritating since you've got to wash your legs again in the open showers but its better than nothing! (:
This is one of the photo I loved most that we took! (: Hahahs, it started with 2 of the guys pretending to ride a broom, then we girls joined in and in the end, it turned out to the a group picture :D
And yeahh, I really like the Rafting experience even though me and Rosanne hit my head so many times when I was passing the paddle to her. Seriously, it was damn heavy and having to hold to your group flag and passing stuff at the same time ain't that easy. Speaking of hitting heads, I still feel apologetic to Matthew for hitting his head with our group flag so many times just because I'm trying to use it to avoid the sun. Yeah, I've been told by some of my groupmates that I only want it for the weirdest reason. Example: shielding myself from the wind, avoid the sun.
This is our group flag. Yeah, we are the Wooguay! Idk why but our group has an affinity with animals. We wanted to call ourselves peacock at first, hahas. Btw, we have a real cute team cheer in the end. It involves breaking out into the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles theme song(we did consider doing a remake of Powerpuff Girls) and adding the five elements(Earth, Wind, Water, Fire & Heart) from Professor Idk what. Apparently its a super old cartoon that all the guys watched before.
In conclusion, I had great camp mates and facis. The guys were always brushing away the worms/insects with a thing or another when I start freaking out(meaning squating and moving away) & our super nice faci Vanessa will always ask me to sit next to her even though I didn't accept the offer for quite a few times on the last day. Idek why.Just wanted to stay where I was. But in the end, Huige and Rosanne moved over with me and it all turned out fine! (: Kekekeke.
Anyway, if there's anyone going for FTB reading this, make sure you go for it. Its a real good experience even though it had been dubbed as the most gruelling camp of SMU. I guess it made sense since we had to run 2KM on the last day(I really don't appreciate it), but then the run somehow made the bond even stronger since you have to hold hands and run. I'm real thankful to the people who held my hand and pulled me along when I was getting tired and putting way too much weight on their hands. And how they think of innovative ways to link all of us together since the girls hands will somehow slip apart.
Lastly, I'm going for a dragon boating charity event with them. And I think I lost my mind when I signed up that day. I mean partying at Zouk is fine, but dragon boating? I don't fancy getting myself wet at all, but oh well, it'll be a good experiece if I didn't faint from rowing 3.5KM. Ahh, the crazy things you do after you have way too much fun and bonded way too much with your group mates.
P.s. I suddenly remember tunneling. All I can say is that I don't have a good temper when safety locks refuse to open when I think I've the correct answer.
Wednesday, 6 July 2011
I've been blogging excessively these few days. Maybe to make up for the lack of it in June? Idk, hahas.
I finished watching the Real 2PM vid and Idk why but I like to treat it as the Give it to me BTS('cause of the Singapore Flyer part). JYPE should really compile all the footage they still have on hand and release more MVs for Hottests. Would be best if there's one for all the songs! (:
Anw, I had been wondering when will my boys be finally repeating clothes since I realised Chansung had different costumes for the 6 music programmes schedules he had in the past 2 weeks. And today(if i want to be nit-picky I will say it is the July 2nd broadcast, but then they wore a new outfit that day too), they finally repeated. I'm not counting the recording date, it will be far too confusing(I think it already sounds confusing). Hahas, my obsessiveness with their clothes is totally showing now, but I really like their wardrobe this time.
And I just received news that my Hands Up album had been shipped, but I might not get to receive it myself since it might be sent while I'm in camp /: But its good to have them to look forward to when I come home+my comfy bed&the nice toilet. Also, I want to be nicer to my mum after I come back since I've been way too emotional about stuff to be nice these few days. And the camp thing kinda stress me out that I get irritated too easily.
Btw, I love the rap for Give it to me, the lyrics just get stuck in my mind. Even though, Ok Taec's part sound abit cryptic to me. Kekeke
Yeahh, so I've to wake up in approximately 5 hours if I go to sleep now, but I've a strong feeling that I wouldn't sleep until 2. So I shall go read now (: And continue blogging excessively about 2PM and camp stuff when I come back! (:
Ja~ lastly lets share a photo of Chansung! When he was young and innocent looking.
I finished watching the Real 2PM vid and Idk why but I like to treat it as the Give it to me BTS('cause of the Singapore Flyer part). JYPE should really compile all the footage they still have on hand and release more MVs for Hottests. Would be best if there's one for all the songs! (:
Anw, I had been wondering when will my boys be finally repeating clothes since I realised Chansung had different costumes for the 6 music programmes schedules he had in the past 2 weeks. And today(if i want to be nit-picky I will say it is the July 2nd broadcast, but then they wore a new outfit that day too), they finally repeated. I'm not counting the recording date, it will be far too confusing(I think it already sounds confusing). Hahas, my obsessiveness with their clothes is totally showing now, but I really like their wardrobe this time.
And I just received news that my Hands Up album had been shipped, but I might not get to receive it myself since it might be sent while I'm in camp /: But its good to have them to look forward to when I come home+my comfy bed&the nice toilet. Also, I want to be nicer to my mum after I come back since I've been way too emotional about stuff to be nice these few days. And the camp thing kinda stress me out that I get irritated too easily.
Btw, I love the rap for Give it to me, the lyrics just get stuck in my mind. Even though, Ok Taec's part sound abit cryptic to me. Kekeke
Even if your blood type is A like mine, even if your eyes disappear when you laugh like mine,
Even if your birthday is Aquarius like mine, beyond that we really have a lot of similarities
If you say you can’t love me I won’t look at you, if you say you’re like me just come to me
Give me a feeling I’ve never felt before, generously give me the love you wanted
Be by my side when you wake up in the morning, give me a kiss above my almost half open eyes
Even if you don’t call or text I’ll just understand, I won’t wait forever
Just appear in my dreams every night, gently unravel me with your melting smile
I have a lot to give you, It’s all about you and me ok?
Yeahh, so I've to wake up in approximately 5 hours if I go to sleep now, but I've a strong feeling that I wouldn't sleep until 2. So I shall go read now (: And continue blogging excessively about 2PM and camp stuff when I come back! (:
Ja~ lastly lets share a photo of Chansung! When he was young and innocent looking.
Tuesday, 5 July 2011
I've finally finished packing for camp. And I've deleted the previous post I made. I felt childish after I thought about it when I woke up from my nap. I still felt abit indignant about the whole situation, but in a fight, it is impossible to push the blame to either side, so I do think I've to stop getting riled up so easily and admit that I do play a part in it even though I'm not the one who started it.
And I've learnt that in order to have a happy mentality, you need to think of things from other people's perspective and think about the circumstances instead of letting your emotions take over your mind the minute you get agitated. Only when you start thinking in the other people's shoes will you be able to understand why everything happens and then you will not be so upset about it and then you will have a happy life. Ahhh, I feel so much better now for thinking this way. But yeah, I still want people to try to understand why I'm acting in this way and think if yall will react the same way when it happen to you instead of just concluding everything by saying I've a bad attitude. Ahh, I'm at peace with stuff now and I hope it'll continue (: So thankful that I like such a sensible person who will teach me things like this~ (:
Anw, if anyone had watched the Saipan special of Dream Team, you all will know that they are 3 things that Ricky Kim hates the most. And I have them too esp regarding camp ): I'm so camp-phobic.
The 3 things I hate about camp:
1. The shower that might not be clean.
2. The toilet that might be weird.
3. The fact that I don't get to bathe in the morning and have to do sticky stuff.
And well, I have 1 extra one for this camp unlike the others. The fact that they want me to go into the water with my shoes and preferably like me to chuck it away later. Like why? Ahhhh~~~
Yeahh, I'm going to watch the BTS of Give it to me now and I'll rant about it later again. And why is my Hands Up album not coming yet and the supplier is not replying to my email /: I'm so gonna go to the office and demand and explanation if it is still not here after I come back from camp! It has been 2 weeks already ):
So, I'll go watch it now. Also, I'll treat the FTB as a MT experience. Hahahs, I has a feeling that it will be similar since I've heard that both are pretty harsh. Just that I think during MT people stay in nice resorts instead of camp? Okay, I'm not sure about this since I only saw it on TV. But still, its a MT like thing for me(I get abit more comfort for thinking in this way since so many of my boys find MT fun(?)) Hahahs, okay, call me a MT-girl after I come back (:
And I've learnt that in order to have a happy mentality, you need to think of things from other people's perspective and think about the circumstances instead of letting your emotions take over your mind the minute you get agitated. Only when you start thinking in the other people's shoes will you be able to understand why everything happens and then you will not be so upset about it and then you will have a happy life. Ahhh, I feel so much better now for thinking this way. But yeah, I still want people to try to understand why I'm acting in this way and think if yall will react the same way when it happen to you instead of just concluding everything by saying I've a bad attitude. Ahh, I'm at peace with stuff now and I hope it'll continue (: So thankful that I like such a sensible person who will teach me things like this~ (:
Anw, if anyone had watched the Saipan special of Dream Team, you all will know that they are 3 things that Ricky Kim hates the most. And I have them too esp regarding camp ): I'm so camp-phobic.
The 3 things I hate about camp:
1. The shower that might not be clean.
2. The toilet that might be weird.
3. The fact that I don't get to bathe in the morning and have to do sticky stuff.
And well, I have 1 extra one for this camp unlike the others. The fact that they want me to go into the water with my shoes and preferably like me to chuck it away later. Like why? Ahhhh~~~
Yeahh, I'm going to watch the BTS of Give it to me now and I'll rant about it later again. And why is my Hands Up album not coming yet and the supplier is not replying to my email /: I'm so gonna go to the office and demand and explanation if it is still not here after I come back from camp! It has been 2 weeks already ):
So, I'll go watch it now. Also, I'll treat the FTB as a MT experience. Hahahs, I has a feeling that it will be similar since I've heard that both are pretty harsh. Just that I think during MT people stay in nice resorts instead of camp? Okay, I'm not sure about this since I only saw it on TV. But still, its a MT like thing for me(I get abit more comfort for thinking in this way since so many of my boys find MT fun(?)) Hahahs, okay, call me a MT-girl after I come back (:
Chansung's part in Like a Movie
Am going to camp tomorrow ): and I'm not a big fan of them. But anw, I'll rant about that and how my Hands Up album is still not here in the afternoon.
Here's sth that I agree with and cracked me up alot these 2 days.
chan sung not ever going to sing his part like a movie song
You know how we can see our traffic sources and see what's some related searches that link people to our blog? Well this was one of them. And honestly, I'm so in agreement with it. I wanna see Chansung sing his part but he didn't get to do it on their cb stages. Anw, if that person who searched for this somehow gets linked back, thank you for searching this. Its honestly cute and funny(in a good way!) (:
Yeahhh, I also need to see the BTS for Give it to me, but Daum/Nate(I couldn't remember which) never cooperate with me whenvever I want to watch a video. Wae?
Why do I feel like I've so much to accomplish before going to camp? I guess it's because I've to leave my computer for 3 days and I don't wanna regret not watching anything and then whine about how badly I want to watch them. I still think I'll do so though. After all, I'm missing MCD and maybe a bit of MuBank. Gotta go watch my shows again!
P.s. And I do like doing everything properly before leaving home for an elongated period of time (:
Here's sth that I agree with and cracked me up alot these 2 days.
chan sung not ever going to sing his part like a movie song
You know how we can see our traffic sources and see what's some related searches that link people to our blog? Well this was one of them. And honestly, I'm so in agreement with it. I wanna see Chansung sing his part but he didn't get to do it on their cb stages. Anw, if that person who searched for this somehow gets linked back, thank you for searching this. Its honestly cute and funny(in a good way!) (:
Yeahhh, I also need to see the BTS for Give it to me, but Daum/Nate(I couldn't remember which) never cooperate with me whenvever I want to watch a video. Wae?
Why do I feel like I've so much to accomplish before going to camp? I guess it's because I've to leave my computer for 3 days and I don't wanna regret not watching anything and then whine about how badly I want to watch them. I still think I'll do so though. After all, I'm missing MCD and maybe a bit of MuBank. Gotta go watch my shows again!
P.s. And I do like doing everything properly before leaving home for an elongated period of time (:
Friday, 1 July 2011
I need to spazz! Hahas (:
I was super excited when Wooyoung mentioned All In in Real 2PM since its my first favorite Korean show. And my first favorite Korean artist acted in it. Actly, I fell in love with Lee Byeongheon after watching that show. I still remember hating Ji Seong's(I honestly thought it was Won Bin) character since he's hiding the truth from Song Hyegyo making her unable to meet Lee Byeonghun. But like Wooyoung, I couldn't remember the name of Lee Byeongheon's character at all since I watched it 9-10 years ago. Maybe I should go and rewatch it! Anw, I went to research and realized his character's name was In-ha. Hahahas.
Btw, I seriously think that I need to go and watch lots of Lee Byeongheon shows. I call myself a fan of his, but I didn't watch lots of the shows he starred in /: I just watch it when the opportunity comes to me instead of researching for it online. So lets start from today.
So, after my last week plus today's dance lesson, I think I'm able to feel 1/20 of what my boys feel when they're practicing. Dancing non-stop for an hour is really tiring and when you're without energy, you'll really do the moves in a more sloppy way. To add on, the teacher getting upset because you can't get the moves that were taught today right is disappointing especially since its my last lesson. But then I'll just get flustered when I hear the music and then forget the new, unpractised steps. You'll feel discouraged and really tired. I think I can understand how much hardwork they've to put in now, since they're to practice god knows how many hours a day without stopping for a rest. And think about the acrobatics. Woah.
AIGU. I feel like I'm just ranting. Anw, my air-con is spoilt so I've to live without it till next week. Oh well, save energy, save the earth! Hahahs.
Yeah, this post tottaly has no meaning to it at all except abundance of fangirlism and whining about dance failures.
Anw, it is nice to watch 3 Real 2PM vid at one go. So satisfying (: I shall share the story of a nice uncle and aunty that helped me today tmr! (:
I was super excited when Wooyoung mentioned All In in Real 2PM since its my first favorite Korean show. And my first favorite Korean artist acted in it. Actly, I fell in love with Lee Byeongheon after watching that show. I still remember hating Ji Seong's(I honestly thought it was Won Bin) character since he's hiding the truth from Song Hyegyo making her unable to meet Lee Byeonghun. But like Wooyoung, I couldn't remember the name of Lee Byeongheon's character at all since I watched it 9-10 years ago. Maybe I should go and rewatch it! Anw, I went to research and realized his character's name was In-ha. Hahahas.
Btw, I seriously think that I need to go and watch lots of Lee Byeongheon shows. I call myself a fan of his, but I didn't watch lots of the shows he starred in /: I just watch it when the opportunity comes to me instead of researching for it online. So lets start from today.
So, after my last week plus today's dance lesson, I think I'm able to feel 1/20 of what my boys feel when they're practicing. Dancing non-stop for an hour is really tiring and when you're without energy, you'll really do the moves in a more sloppy way. To add on, the teacher getting upset because you can't get the moves that were taught today right is disappointing especially since its my last lesson. But then I'll just get flustered when I hear the music and then forget the new, unpractised steps. You'll feel discouraged and really tired. I think I can understand how much hardwork they've to put in now, since they're to practice god knows how many hours a day without stopping for a rest. And think about the acrobatics. Woah.
AIGU. I feel like I'm just ranting. Anw, my air-con is spoilt so I've to live without it till next week. Oh well, save energy, save the earth! Hahahs.
Yeah, this post tottaly has no meaning to it at all except abundance of fangirlism and whining about dance failures.
Anw, it is nice to watch 3 Real 2PM vid at one go. So satisfying (: I shall share the story of a nice uncle and aunty that helped me today tmr! (:
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