Interview Rants Part 2

I can't help but feel frustrated right now. All I wanted is to be left alone so that i can read a fic by an author that had a story I liked and wallow in self-pity. But it seems that everything is working against me, the fic's characterisation of the main leads riled me up in the wrong way and my mum thinks its a good idea to talk to me every few minutes. I know she means well, but seriously, its only going to end up with me snapping at her everytime she tries to ask me to do something. To add on, I've been procrastinating again. Promised myself that I will go and read up on the interview details at 3:30, then it dragged on to 4 and now its 7:30 and I've not accomplished anything yet.

To tell the truth, I don't know what else could I do anymore rather than adding on to the list that I've created. I cannot predict the questions so there's no point in trying to anymore and the whole asking an intelligent question thing is getting on my nerves a lot. Hello, what is the definition of an intelligent question? Something related to the course or some random world news related to IT? Honestly, I don't want to appear like a pompous git just because I decided to flaunt some knowledge or ask far-fetched questions in front of the examiners.

Fuck.

This interview thing is riling me up more than it should. Right now, I just feel like restarting the whole day again so I can read up bunch of news that might be useless to the cause just to make myself feel alot better.

I should go read up now. There'll be a Part 3 to the rants if everything goes well tmr.

At least, everything will be over by tomorrow, and I'm going to pray that it'll turn out well. I'm gonna be okay.

edit:
felt so much better after i had dinner and was given time to think. felt like an asshole today, but i guess i can't do anything to change what i've said/done so all i could do is be a better person tmr!
yea, am very grateful for the support im getting esp from my mum who's putting up with my temper and my friend who's answering tons of qns i bombarded at him.

hopefully tomorrow will go extremely well and i'll get in. figthing (:
just have to do some more things and i think i'll be ready tmr!(: ohyeah.