am done texting/informing most of those that helped me with the details of the SMU interview, so i guess i can blog about it now! i didn't want to blog first without telling them, since i do think they played a big part in it and i don't want them to find out reading my blog instead of me contacting them personally.

yep, i found the letter laying on the cool, steel looking happy when my mum opened the letter box yesterday. and, i couln't really express the relieved feeling, mixed with nervousness when i was opening it. all i remembered was running around the carpark and it got witnessed by my neighbor so i assume she'll think im out of my mind. anw, i couldn't explain the mixed feelings i was feeling yesterday. it was gratefulness, happiness and a lot more others. maybe for some, they couldn't understand what's the big deal, but for me who had been worrying about not being able to get into college, its like an assurance that there's somewhere that'll definitely accept me.

even though, i've thanked those who helped me alr, but somehow, i still feel that i should do it here again(yes, even though i was asked to stop thanking). it feels like they're the catalyst that helped with a certain experiment to enable its success, and thus, its so unforgettable. yeah, so to all those that helped out, thanks alot (:

and now, i've to go study for my lit interview despite feeling super unmotivated. i feel so ill at ease with analyzing that every line seems so awkward for me. /: anw, fighting! (: