Just saw a quote on twitter/fb. "Everyone has that one crush that they can't get over." Not that I disagree with it, but if its true, doesn't it mean that if they don't end up with that crush, they're going to think about them for the rest of their life? And maybe, that's what's really happening. Even when you're married & old, you'll still think back and rmb that one person who had occupied your heart/mind for that brief moment when you were young.

It's not like you're unhappy, just that there's this what if?



Don't really know why Im analyzing it right now. But somehow it seems apt & interesting? And I seriously need to rewatch 500 days of Summer. Used to find it ridiculous but right now, I really get it. Relationships are somehow like this when you grow up.

Suffering from insonmia now & I've less that 5 hrs of sleep if I manage to sleep in 4 mins which is impossible. Should spend the time right now studying, but really cannot find my motivation.

Slacked for week 1 & even though I did work in week 2 its minimal. Its like time to really buck up, but then, Sighhhh. Let today be the last day Im slacking like this then.

I influenced you and he influenced me. Then, who's his influence?