My mum laughed at me when I told me I'm sacrificing my only off day today to go to school to mug. & I can understand why. Her daughter who treats slacking as the most important thing in the world is studying before classes start. But then, I really hate not getting what the teacher is teaching when everyone is good at it. It makes me doubt whether I'll be able to do well or am I just going to have a repeat of my Jc life. And I don't want to fail anymore, really.

That's the only reason thats motivating me to read up beforehand & maybe revise after classes. But after the momentum got broken on Thursday, its becoming real hard to pick it up. So hopefully, everything will turn out right.

Must mug doubly hard tomorrow to make up for the lost time today that I spent chatting online. Fb & Msn are going to be my downfall. Serious. So I'm not gonna sign in on both anymore & maybe cut down on the time I spend playing fb games?

I can do it! So I'm going to sleep soon & wake up early and lug all my stuff to school. Its at times like this that I wonder if not learning driving is a good choice. The books and laptops are so heavy that I'm depressed /: But ohwell, for the safety of everyone, me not driving is the best choice.

Oh mann, I really am not looking forward to studying ):