Growing up is never as easy as it seems to be. There will be times where you thought you are mature enough, responsible enough, but then, someone will just come in and prove you wrong. Actually growing up can be done the easy way. The slow, & patient tutoring where you try to change step by step instead of the harsh and instantaneous way. But maybe, the latter works better, since it hurts resulting it to be deeply imprinted in your mind so that you can't forget it easily. Growing up just essentially mean becoming a better person and be more understanding towards others, and to start acting like an adult, I guess.
But what if, I want it to be different? When its about things I care about, I just want to be selfish about it & do what I deem is right. However, it seems like this is way too unreasonable and impossible. So, I'll try to grow up, try to be someone who is a million times more considerate than I am now. (:
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I fucking love this song by Mayday, & somehow it just reminded me of the movie Eternal Summer & right now I really want to rewatch it. So, I shall watch it tomorrow/friday night.
There's a lot of things I want to say, and yet, I never get to say them. So many till I'm so worried what will happen if I don't get the chance to say them again? So many till I wonder why do I always say the awful things first? So so many that my heart is so heavy. Sigh. It just seem like I repeat the same mistake over and over again.
Anw, this is a song that had been repeating itself like a mantra in my mind.
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Its just so cute and perfect. Perhaps after practicing my guitar piece for next week I should try playing this. There's just so many things I need to try.
Thursday, 30 August 2012
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