HELLO MY TWINNIE IN UNI.
I guess you don't know how dependent I am on you huh
You once said that you ask me to read through your project cause I can reassure you. Same for me.
When you teach me stuff, I believe in you a lot. I still rmbed how I ask someone else for the answer and still in the end went to double-confirm it with you.
It used to be like that. My most awesome Java teacher, rmb?
Yeah, now, it seems like we don't have enough time for each other. We study together, but I no longer ask you for help, but I've to tell you that you are still my source of confidence for Java.
When you tell me I can, I'll believe in you.
It doesn't matter how good the rest are, because you are the first one that spent so much time and effort to teach me thus, I will always be grateful to you and want to rely on you for it. Understand?
I guess you don't really.
Its a very selfish mindset of mine, but then, you're my twinnie in my heart, even though you always tease me a lot.
And its like, you are the one that I believe in the most, that's why.
Because I'm sure that nobody will stop their work just to wait for me to finish.
Nobody will tell me stories when I get brain-fried from coding and don't feel like doing it anymore.
And nobody will be nagging at me, supporting me and telling me to relax simultaneously. Yeah, and also no one will put up with my temper like you do.
Cause my twinnie, that's how awesome you are. And you need to know how much I appreciate you. I will show you one day really.

my awesome second twinnie that listened to me rant for the whole night despite all his problems, thank you.
thank you for being willing to listen to me.
thank you for not judging me at all.
if anyone knows who he is, please help me tell him how grateful i am to him

srsly, you two are going to spoil me real soon. and my future boyfriend will have problems making me happy. tsk. last warning guys (:

sometimes it is so difficult that i feel like giving up already. help me keep the faith.

Day 20: what you think makes someone beautiful
Their smile (:

Day 21: everything you wish for in a significant other
Hmm. The feeling. How it feels as if its the first time I'm in love when I'm with him.

Day 22: how you judge intelligence
I dont judge people. Most of the time. I only judge....

Day 23: a month/year of your life when you were happiest and why
There's no particular day where you can pinpoint you are the happiest since even though it might feel as if its the best day at that time, but when it comes to now, everything had been toned down and it doesn't feel that significant anymore.

Day 24: your favorite 10 people right now and why
BLUTO
MY META GROUP
THE MAKEUP GRP IM GONNA MEET ON SUN (:
ZEE
MY FAM
hahah, okay this is more than 10 ppl, but idc (:

Day 25: a friend you have lost that you’re better off without/one you wish you had back
Well........

So dysfunctional that I don't know how to go on anymore.
Give me strength to carry on, make me believe again.

Day 9: things that make you happy
YOU ♥
My meta grp, Zee, my family, my friends ♥

Day 10: what you think when you hear the words “be yourself”
Confusion.

Day 11: the worst advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given
Ehh, Idk?

Day 12: the best advice you’ve ever heard, or ever been given
Take things slow.

Day 13: your favorite quote

If you want to be a hero, you need to have dreams.

Day 14: write about something you believe in, anything at all
I believe in love at first sight.

Day 15: a song that makes you cry and why
Hmmmmm

Day 16: someone you trust
Those that know my secrets?

Day 17: your idol and why you look up to them
2PM, Suju, JAY.
For Jay, its 'cause I respect his attitude towards live and somehow I will want to be like him too.

Day 18: why you made your blog, why you still have it
To have a change, and make myself have a new start.

Day 19: your thoughts on your family
THE AWESOMEST I CAN EVER HAVE ♥

I love the way you tip-toed when trying to open the topmost locker for me.
I love the way you seem to know I'm upset cause of you and the long talks that we have later. Sometimes I really do wonder if you stalked my twitter since you seem to know when I'm starting to get upset so well.
And I love the way you make fun of me in a joking way, and doesn't force me to change the way I do things even though you might disapprove of them.
I love the way you're different from the rest. Even if its the night before my exam, instead of asking me to study and go offline, you will send me weird photos instead and make me laugh non-stop. And its only till I jokingly chided you, then you told me I can ask you anything that I don't know.
And your smile, and the random things you share with me.
I think I'm infatuated with you.

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Day 4: how you think your life would change if you achieved your dream
Ehhh, I will be happy and contented, and maybe very proud of myself(:

Day 5: something you would change about the world
The fact that life isn't fair disturbs me alot. But it is how it is. So so be it, which means I want to change nothing.

Day 6: something you would like to change about yourself
My temper, how easily upset I get over little things and the ability to procrastinate.

Day 7: a show or a movie that has changed you, and how
Ermmmmm, idkkkkk/

Day 8: things that make you sad
Kay, lack of food, people promising me Macs for dinner and not delivering the promise, having to do homework and yet not doing it, java codes not compiling, the need for excessive sleep, walking for long distances with my ultra heavy laptop on my own, fights, not doing well for school.

UGHHHHHH, ):
have to study but I am procrastinating ):
HOWWWWWW? Time is running out and if I don't study for my AS and Java real real soon, I'll regret next week. I'm so sure of it. But thennnnn, the excessive time I suddenly have in a day makes me want to watch movies and read non-stop only.

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4 days left till sch starts and 1 day left for studying. WHY?
Reaching sch at 8 tmr, srslyyyy, I don't even go to sch this early on normal days, why is it like this for recess week? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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